Hannan
stared into the dirty shaving mirror and groaned. She hadn't had those terrible brown bags
under her eyes last July; crescent shaped endurance awards hanging from her
lower lids announcing "Worse Summer Ever: Gold Winner". Depressingly, she thought how refreshed she
ought to be looking for this first day back at teaching. Was a face like this really worth the
approximate £34, 658.08 she would be paid this year?
She
turned off the hot tap and threw handfuls of ice cold water onto her eyes. What a terrible mistake. She still couldn't
believe she'd gone hiking alone in Romania
without knowing about the wild dogs. Drying her face she looked down at her
legs. Yes they were still there, despite
the beast's attempts to gnaw them off her.
The shepherd had said afterwards that she was lucky. Lucky! All that was left of the attack now
though, was a constellation of small red dots on each leg where the beast's
teeth had pierced her skin, and, a tendency to tremble like jelly in an
earthquake at sudden sounds such as a dog barking, or any animal making any
noise, or the doorbell, or the kettle switching off, or a text arriving, or
someone calling out "hello" (not necessarily to her) in the street,
or the sound of a letter dropping through the letter box (either in her flat or
at the neighbour’s above), or fridge noises in the night, or brakes squeaking
in the car park below her windows, or
announcements in the supermarket. Maybe
she wasn't ready for school, maybe should have asked for sick leave.
Hannan's
colleague Simon was already on his way to the school. He thought he'd get in early to top up his
caffeine levels in the staffroom. He'd
been up most of the night with insomnia.
Usually he slept like a baby; his lovers always commented how suddenly
he'd tip into sleep with no warning. But
not now, he felt completely changed and all in the space of a few summer
weeks. It was bad to be out of the
house. He had become fixated on typing
different combinations of similar words into his search engine: "adult
child of deceased polygamist support group", "sudden knowledge my
father was a polygamist but my mother does not know support group",
"new half siblings at age 40, dead father a waste of space forum".
Brendon,
also on his way to the school, was still thinking about the only thing he'd
thought about for two weeks now. His tan
was fading but his memory (however reliable that was) wasn't. Like a
mantra from a horror film, his mind played out the sequence of events; that
morning with its stark white sky, he was on the way to the airport back home,
lowering the suitcase into the boot of the hire car, walking round to the
driver's door and then seeing the streak of cracked red something along the lower edge of the windscreen and across part of the bonnet, the breath rushing out
of him as he realised it was blood, then trying...trying.... to recall what happened the night before on his way back to
the villa, trying to work out how drunk had he been, trying to remember everything. Oh god! What if he'd killed someone? But he had no memory at all of
any crash or incident on the road. So now, his waking moments were plagued and he was also living with the fear that at anytime there would be
a knock at his door. The word extradition echoed round his head.
"You're so brown Brendon! And Hannan! How wonderful to see you! How are you both? Long holiday,
eh?" Simon shook Brendon's hand
warmly and gave Hannan a hug, chuckling.
The three grinning teachers strode enthusiastically through the school
gates towards the staff room.
©LolaPerrin2010
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